1 00:00:10,380 --> 00:00:16,852 A film by 2 00:00:24,218 --> 00:00:38,172 SEXUAL DEPENDENCE 3 00:00:40,737 --> 00:00:44,650 They still remember of the material from the last class? 4 00:00:51,696 --> 00:00:55,847 Okay, today we're going to talk of fertilization. 5 00:00:57,815 --> 00:01:03,128 Well, fertilization is the time in which the sperm... 6 00:01:05,935 --> 00:01:09,210 and there are many... 7 00:01:09,454 --> 00:01:12,412 Here are the sperm that swim to the female ovum. 8 00:01:12,653 --> 00:01:15,042 Jessica, you brought the exercise book? 9 00:01:15,533 --> 00:01:16,728 Yes. 10 00:01:17,533 --> 00:01:20,047 Great, at least you have this. 11 00:01:21,493 --> 00:01:24,246 Once again, my class was interrupted! 12 00:01:25,693 --> 00:01:28,252 Girls, study this chapter 13 00:01:28,493 --> 00:01:31,266 because many of you still don't know What is the female egg? 14 00:01:31,652 --> 00:01:34,768 And also don't forget that There is an exam next week. 15 00:01:53,290 --> 00:01:54,325 Jessica! 16 00:01:55,929 --> 00:01:57,649 You come to my 15th birthday party, tonight? 17 00:01:57,849 --> 00:02:00,158 - Of course! - My mother has no money, 18 00:02:00,369 --> 00:02:02,678 for hairdressing and makeup. 19 00:02:02,969 --> 00:02:06,439 Don't worry, my mother He already worked in a hairdresser. 20 00:02:07,168 --> 00:02:10,683 - I'll help you with all of this. - What if she forgets the cake? 21 00:02:10,888 --> 00:02:12,480 Don't worry with these things. 22 00:02:12,728 --> 00:02:16,197 Have you ever imagined? I'm so nervous, I'm even sweating. 23 00:02:16,687 --> 00:02:18,246 Don't be nervous. 24 00:02:18,527 --> 00:02:20,597 Jessica, my father will give a speech 25 00:02:20,847 --> 00:02:23,486 and you know how he is, loves speeches! 26 00:02:23,847 --> 00:02:26,440 He never stops to embarrass me! 27 00:02:27,046 --> 00:02:30,925 You should be more worried to look pretty. 28 00:02:31,486 --> 00:02:32,839 I'm so nervous! 29 00:02:33,405 --> 00:02:36,478 - Did you invite all the cute boys? - Of course! 30 00:02:38,285 --> 00:02:42,039 - Can I talk to you, Jessica? - Of course. Don't be mean! 31 00:02:55,563 --> 00:02:57,918 - What do you want to talk about? - He forgets. 32 00:02:58,563 --> 00:03:00,838 Josue, you have to come It's my party, tonight! 33 00:03:01,403 --> 00:03:02,518 Can I see? 34 00:03:04,243 --> 00:03:06,971 I have to go, my father He gets mad if I'm late. 35 00:03:08,523 --> 00:03:10,877 Can you come early? 36 00:03:11,602 --> 00:03:15,355 - Otherwise, there's no makeup, no party! - I'm there at 6 o'clock. 37 00:03:19,561 --> 00:03:23,634 MY GIRL IS ALREADY A WOMAN 38 00:04:22,195 --> 00:04:25,870 Watch out, shitty bitch! This ain't no stable! 39 00:04:53,952 --> 00:04:55,670 Get out of the car! 40 00:04:56,392 --> 00:04:59,464 Get out of the car, animal! 41 00:06:11,184 --> 00:06:13,573 - I'm still waiting for the food. - Hello, dad. 42 00:06:14,663 --> 00:06:17,781 - You're late! - The bus was late. 43 00:06:17,983 --> 00:06:20,737 Don't answer me! It will help your mother, so we can eat. 44 00:06:21,023 --> 00:06:23,796 - Just let me change my clothes. - You're fine like this. Hurry up! 45 00:06:29,623 --> 00:06:30,691 Hello, dad. 46 00:06:33,022 --> 00:06:34,614 Did you finally show up? 47 00:06:36,142 --> 00:06:38,975 Sorry, I got stuck at work. 48 00:06:40,101 --> 00:06:42,695 And you're the only one who works? 49 00:06:44,101 --> 00:06:46,012 Screw the salt! 50 00:06:49,620 --> 00:06:53,408 Have you spoken to your mother? She misses you. 51 00:06:54,220 --> 00:06:56,415 It's been a long time that you don't come around. 52 00:06:58,260 --> 00:07:01,615 Hello, mom. Then I'll give you a kiss. 53 00:07:04,579 --> 00:07:06,456 Since when did Do you worry about your mother? 54 00:07:06,659 --> 00:07:09,935 What do you mean, "since when"? You're the one who has to worry. 55 00:07:12,018 --> 00:07:14,088 She is always asking for you! 56 00:07:14,297 --> 00:07:16,129 You know it's her favorite. 57 00:07:20,537 --> 00:07:22,607 I'm worried about your sister. 58 00:07:30,856 --> 00:07:32,767 Where the hell is my food? 59 00:07:33,656 --> 00:07:35,452 - Hello, Jessica. - Hello, Marcos. 60 00:07:40,576 --> 00:07:42,304 Why are you Always so nervous? 61 00:07:44,814 --> 00:07:46,487 I have so many problems! 62 00:07:47,174 --> 00:07:50,564 - I know it's difficult, but... - I haven't received it yet. 63 00:07:57,414 --> 00:07:58,926 And to top it off, this food! 64 00:08:02,094 --> 00:08:03,970 Stop walking and sit down! 65 00:08:26,451 --> 00:08:29,442 - Listen, Jessica. - What it was? 66 00:08:31,970 --> 00:08:34,245 I heard they saw you leave with Stella. 67 00:08:36,049 --> 00:08:37,881 Did you see me? 68 00:08:39,290 --> 00:08:42,088 You don't even live here. How can you know? 69 00:08:42,289 --> 00:08:43,768 What did you say? 70 00:08:48,328 --> 00:08:50,524 - She's been going out with Stella. - Who is Stella? 71 00:08:50,728 --> 00:08:52,879 - Mind your own business. - Shut up! 72 00:08:53,968 --> 00:08:57,563 She is a friend of one of my colleagues of work. And a whore. 73 00:08:59,928 --> 00:09:02,441 I don't want you to give up with whores! 74 00:09:02,768 --> 00:09:05,600 And I don't want you with boys for now. 75 00:09:08,207 --> 00:09:10,515 Go away! Why the hell are you there? 76 00:09:11,966 --> 00:09:15,276 Calm down, dad! The food is bad for you. 77 00:09:16,925 --> 00:09:19,645 You don't know what I'm doing to you, if you get pregnant! 78 00:09:22,805 --> 00:09:26,081 - I'll kill you! - Calm down, dad! 79 00:09:29,445 --> 00:09:32,516 You are beautiful! You were not made for this scum! 80 00:09:33,364 --> 00:09:36,834 Are you listening? Look at me! 81 00:09:38,123 --> 00:09:40,034 You are worth more than that! 82 00:09:40,324 --> 00:09:43,315 I don't want you mixed up with the neighborhood kids. 83 00:09:45,803 --> 00:09:49,841 You can go further. You have to study. For you to be a professional! 84 00:09:51,003 --> 00:09:52,482 Not like us! 85 00:09:55,242 --> 00:09:56,833 Come here! 86 00:09:57,922 --> 00:10:01,630 And get that lipstick off your lips! 87 00:10:04,201 --> 00:10:06,999 That's how they all start. First they wear lipstick, 88 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:09,655 so they leave the boys all jump on them! 89 00:10:16,999 --> 00:10:19,467 Wait, Jessica. This is for your own good! 90 00:11:52,711 --> 00:11:55,941 - I told you I was coming. - But so late! Have you seen the time? 91 00:11:56,350 --> 00:11:59,421 - I'm here, aren't I? - These two also came late. 92 00:11:59,909 --> 00:12:02,901 We've been here for a long time. You're very nervous. 93 00:12:04,349 --> 00:12:08,740 That's what I'm going to do to your hair. Do you like it? 94 00:12:09,868 --> 00:12:11,541 Yes, yes, yes! 95 00:12:11,869 --> 00:12:13,540 I'll also do your makeup. 96 00:12:14,508 --> 00:12:16,180 You can also comb my hair, next? 97 00:12:17,148 --> 00:12:19,981 - Of course, if you help me too. - Hurry up! 98 00:12:20,988 --> 00:12:22,943 The party is almost starting! 99 00:12:27,827 --> 00:12:31,740 - Isabel, did you invite the older ones? - Yes, the school is coming in force. 100 00:12:51,985 --> 00:12:54,452 It's going to be such a beautiful party! 101 00:12:59,024 --> 00:13:01,457 Don't be nervous! You will be the most beautiful tonight. 102 00:13:03,184 --> 00:13:06,334 Jessica, don't forget that you have to comb my hair. 103 00:13:08,703 --> 00:13:12,139 You brush and she does the hairstyle. 104 00:13:13,262 --> 00:13:15,617 You look so beautiful, Isabel! 105 00:13:18,622 --> 00:13:22,900 Ladies and gentlemen, let's go receive honored guests. 106 00:13:23,382 --> 00:13:31,173 Your applause for the new debutante, Isabel Lopez Villarroel! 107 00:13:32,060 --> 00:13:36,895 And also to your proud father, Mr. Pedro Lopez Burgos. 108 00:13:41,419 --> 00:13:47,528 Now, she will rejoin her friends and classmates. 109 00:13:50,019 --> 00:13:52,453 Tonight is a dream that becomes reality 110 00:13:52,658 --> 00:13:54,931 for Isabel, for her family and your friends. 111 00:14:00,177 --> 00:14:05,126 Thank you very much. I want to thank my family 112 00:14:06,497 --> 00:14:10,251 and to my Isabel's friends, 113 00:14:11,456 --> 00:14:15,575 for coming tonight celebrate your 15th birthday. 114 00:14:18,016 --> 00:14:21,803 I want to thank everyone for have come to my humble home. 115 00:14:23,576 --> 00:14:28,807 And most of all, I want to thank It's my sister-in-law, Assuntita, 116 00:14:29,415 --> 00:14:32,009 que ofereceu o bolo. 117 00:14:33,174 --> 00:14:35,483 To my brother Pepe Lucho, 118 00:14:35,735 --> 00:14:39,852 for having offered the rings, 119 00:14:40,454 --> 00:14:44,287 and for having lent the tables and the dining chairs. 120 00:14:44,933 --> 00:14:49,926 I don't want to stop thanking � minha querida esposa 121 00:14:51,053 --> 00:14:55,046 por sua devo��o and for the party decoration. 122 00:14:55,292 --> 00:14:57,931 E quero pedir a todos um grande aplauso, 123 00:14:58,851 --> 00:15:05,803 porque hoje... my daughter becomes a woman. 124 00:15:24,610 --> 00:15:30,002 The dream comes true for a nova debutante. Parab�ns, Isabel! 125 00:15:30,689 --> 00:15:35,159 In the name of all your friends and family, who love and appreciate you, 126 00:15:36,408 --> 00:15:41,801 we wish you a happy birthday. 127 00:15:46,887 --> 00:15:50,880 And now I want to invite all of Isabel's friends, 128 00:15:51,086 --> 00:15:53,361 to accompany her on the dance floor. 129 00:16:13,285 --> 00:16:16,003 Good evening, ladies. Thank you for coming. 130 00:16:18,004 --> 00:16:22,519 - Let's get to them, guys. - Calm down, calm down! 131 00:16:23,003 --> 00:16:24,516 Prepare your fishing rods! 132 00:16:27,643 --> 00:16:29,997 They're done, I already found mine! 133 00:16:31,163 --> 00:16:36,442 I want to see this. Either way Anyway, we don't need you! 134 00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:53,146 I'm not going to do anything. It's just to get to know each other. 135 00:18:37,590 --> 00:18:39,820 Come sit next to me. Come on... 136 00:18:42,869 --> 00:18:44,461 Don't be afraid. 137 00:18:51,629 --> 00:18:54,779 What's going on, honey? Don't be afraid of me. 138 00:18:57,748 --> 00:19:02,902 Are you scared? It's nothing, calm down. 139 00:19:11,227 --> 00:19:14,617 What's going on? Don't you like me? 140 00:19:16,587 --> 00:19:18,543 Because I like you very much. 141 00:19:25,305 --> 00:19:29,856 Don't be afraid, darling. Nothing will happen. 142 00:21:12,815 --> 00:21:15,169 20 minutes ago we were Waiting for your cousin. 143 00:21:15,895 --> 00:21:18,966 - It must be coming! - We miss classes for nothing! 144 00:21:24,254 --> 00:21:27,928 You talk about him so much... How is he? 145 00:21:30,013 --> 00:21:32,513 I know your whole family. If he looks like you... 146 00:21:32,893 --> 00:21:34,757 Your friends are all crazy about me! 147 00:21:34,973 --> 00:21:37,691 Don't pretend you don't understand. 148 00:21:38,892 --> 00:21:41,201 They've arrived. Open your eyes wide. 149 00:21:41,892 --> 00:21:44,531 Are you sure you recognize him? It's been 12 years! 150 00:21:49,252 --> 00:21:52,084 - Sorry, are any of you Fabian? - It is me. 151 00:21:54,211 --> 00:21:57,122 Finally! It's good to see you again. How have you been? 152 00:21:58,930 --> 00:22:01,364 - Hello, I'm Sebastian. - Everything okay, Sebastian? 153 00:22:02,850 --> 00:22:04,919 So, you are the one the famous Colombian! 154 00:22:06,090 --> 00:22:08,090 You're just like your cousin described you! 155 00:22:09,929 --> 00:22:12,443 Joaquin... and Camila. 156 00:22:17,009 --> 00:22:21,047 - Where is my aunt? - He's at home. 157 00:22:22,368 --> 00:22:25,165 - Come on, guys! - Leave it, I'll take care of it. 158 00:22:25,768 --> 00:22:27,679 Calm down, calm down! 159 00:22:45,365 --> 00:22:49,074 DAMN RAMEIRA! 160 00:22:49,565 --> 00:22:51,237 Okay, cousin. You've arrived! 161 00:22:53,565 --> 00:22:57,763 This is not Bogot. Boy from Colombia, life starts here! 162 00:22:57,964 --> 00:23:01,752 You'll drink, meet women... you are in the best city in the world. 163 00:23:01,964 --> 00:23:03,875 You don't even know what awaits you. 164 00:23:04,123 --> 00:23:07,877 Here in Santa Cruz, there are places where to go and things to do. 165 00:23:08,283 --> 00:23:11,400 - Whenever you want! - Forever! 166 00:23:11,883 --> 00:23:15,841 - What do you usually do? - All. We went out every day. 167 00:23:16,043 --> 00:23:18,180 Your name is Joaquin, isn't it? What is that there? 168 00:23:18,443 --> 00:23:22,276 They are decorations for idiot tourists. 169 00:23:22,602 --> 00:23:27,801 No, cousin. The carriage symbolizes culture... 170 00:23:28,201 --> 00:23:32,080 Shut up! Santa Cruz is fun, Alcohol and women! 171 00:23:32,401 --> 00:23:35,517 - You don't need to know that nonsense! - Do you already drink? 172 00:23:35,881 --> 00:23:41,637 Join the movement! is one of ours traditional movements. 173 00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:45,550 He's a mechanic. The arm moves naturally. 174 00:23:47,919 --> 00:23:49,478 Are you ready for the fun? 175 00:23:50,199 --> 00:23:53,555 Yes, but don't worry. I don't go out much in Bogotá. 176 00:23:53,799 --> 00:23:55,152 Why? 177 00:23:55,439 --> 00:24:00,466 Because it's dangerous... and my mother won't let me. 178 00:24:02,038 --> 00:24:03,596 Mommy won't let me! 179 00:24:03,878 --> 00:24:07,712 Here, there is no mommy. This is not Bogot. Here, what's dangerous is not leaving! 180 00:24:08,238 --> 00:24:14,471 Cousin, you are with me now. We have a car. Let's drink! 181 00:24:15,197 --> 00:24:16,993 - How old are you? - I'm fifteen. 182 00:24:17,396 --> 00:24:20,070 He is fifteen years old, but with the body of twelve. 183 00:24:21,276 --> 00:24:23,710 How many girls have you had? 184 00:24:24,316 --> 00:24:28,992 - What is that? - Girls, girls, pussy! 185 00:24:31,235 --> 00:24:32,792 I have a girlfriend. 186 00:24:33,995 --> 00:24:36,953 - He has a girlfriend! - Just one? 187 00:24:39,275 --> 00:24:42,744 If you keep talking like that, you still get it! 188 00:24:44,434 --> 00:24:46,469 I had an idea for let's warm up the engines! 189 00:24:46,754 --> 00:24:50,985 - How about some beers? - Good! 190 00:24:51,633 --> 00:24:55,182 Stop at Don Lucho. He knows us and gives us a good price. 191 00:24:55,553 --> 00:25:00,387 He is a regular customer! Let's go stop at a liquor store. 192 00:25:00,752 --> 00:25:03,983 Get out of there! I just washed it! 193 00:25:04,392 --> 00:25:07,224 Get out of the car now! 194 00:25:07,551 --> 00:25:10,145 It gets even dirtier! 195 00:25:23,830 --> 00:25:26,788 Look who's there! Dante! And our friend. 196 00:25:28,670 --> 00:25:30,785 - Come in, sissy! - All good? 197 00:25:31,389 --> 00:25:33,505 The life of the party has arrived! 198 00:25:39,228 --> 00:25:42,777 That's my cousin from Columbia. Smell there! 199 00:25:44,348 --> 00:25:46,862 Smell?! You farted, bitch! 200 00:25:52,387 --> 00:25:55,265 - What were you doing alone? - I was going home. 201 00:25:56,627 --> 00:26:02,542 - Why didn't you skip class with us? - They didn't tell me anything! 202 00:26:03,386 --> 00:26:06,025 Don't worry, We have plans for tonight. 203 00:26:06,626 --> 00:26:10,254 - Can we go home now? - No, let's go to Burger King. 204 00:26:11,025 --> 00:26:16,053 You know what else? He is foreign and go get all the kids! 205 00:26:25,984 --> 00:26:28,019 Babes! Here I come! I'm all yours! 206 00:26:43,382 --> 00:26:47,613 Get away from me, stop with the nonsense! Everyone's looking. 207 00:26:47,822 --> 00:26:50,016 He doesn't want to be seen! 208 00:26:50,862 --> 00:26:53,091 Look! The life of the party is everyone! 209 00:26:55,381 --> 00:26:57,372 Why don't you get a room? 210 00:27:15,459 --> 00:27:17,653 I don't understand why you are always aside! 211 00:27:20,258 --> 00:27:22,818 Don't mind him. He's an idiot! 212 00:27:23,538 --> 00:27:29,169 - You're going to get hit! - Are you going to start fighting again? 213 00:27:30,857 --> 00:27:34,645 - Sorry, grumbler! - Let's introduce him to the girls! 214 00:27:34,977 --> 00:27:37,252 Which do you want? Tell me which one you would like to eat. 215 00:27:42,296 --> 00:27:45,447 - How about that blonde? - The blonde! 216 00:27:47,295 --> 00:27:53,006 We ask him to choose and he choose the best of them all! 217 00:27:54,135 --> 00:27:59,448 - Don't even look at her. - You know what else? It's a mistake! 218 00:28:10,053 --> 00:28:12,965 Look at her! 219 00:28:15,893 --> 00:28:19,647 - She's dead. - I love this song. 220 00:28:27,412 --> 00:28:30,084 - Where do they come from? - From school. And you? 221 00:28:31,451 --> 00:28:34,648 Can't you see that we came from school? 222 00:28:35,331 --> 00:28:38,164 I'm with some friends and a guy from Colombia. Do you want to meet them? 223 00:28:38,771 --> 00:28:42,968 Sorry, but you know Choco. If he sees me, he kills me. 224 00:28:43,330 --> 00:28:45,639 - Next time. - It's fine. Goodbye. 225 00:28:50,449 --> 00:28:53,759 Go above! Go below! And long live the Colombian! 226 00:29:00,208 --> 00:29:02,722 You have to drink it all straight away! 227 00:29:05,208 --> 00:29:09,519 Come on! Look, he's already drunk! 228 00:29:13,487 --> 00:29:16,215 Okay, let's get more! Wait, I'm going to buy cigarettes. 229 00:29:18,406 --> 00:29:20,362 This is the best club from Santa Cruz. 230 00:29:21,206 --> 00:29:24,721 I always call it "the graveyard", because I always bury the harmonica! 231 00:29:25,646 --> 00:29:32,517 - And they let you in? - My friend Chichito takes care of this! 232 00:29:33,085 --> 00:29:38,443 MAD is good because there is always older women. 233 00:29:38,684 --> 00:29:40,721 And the older they are, the easier! 234 00:29:43,444 --> 00:29:45,036 Here comes Chichito! 235 00:29:48,284 --> 00:29:50,593 Look what he brought! Bullshit exhibitionist! 236 00:29:52,923 --> 00:29:55,482 What a car! And it's new. 237 00:29:55,843 --> 00:29:58,310 His father offered it to him 3 days ago. 238 00:29:59,443 --> 00:30:01,751 You don't even know what to do to money. 239 00:30:04,363 --> 00:30:06,956 - I always keep my promises! - All good? 240 00:30:08,802 --> 00:30:11,874 No more excuses! Let's drink to our hearts' content! 241 00:30:12,762 --> 00:30:16,470 - Let's go to MAD. - To MAD? Do what? 242 00:30:17,481 --> 00:30:20,472 - Why don't we go hammering first? - You said we were going to MAD. 243 00:30:21,281 --> 00:30:23,645 - We have a 15th birthday party... - What is "hammering"? 244 00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:26,838 is going out with easy girls of the suburbs. 245 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:30,834 - And do they eat them? - Of course! 246 00:30:32,599 --> 00:30:35,193 You promised us that we went to MAD. 247 00:30:36,119 --> 00:30:40,476 Forget it. Let's hammer. 248 00:30:42,158 --> 00:30:44,035 You guys are always excited! 249 00:30:44,279 --> 00:30:47,031 You won't leave me here, Why not, Fabian? 250 00:30:47,438 --> 00:30:50,986 You have my cell phone. Let's not delay. 251 00:30:51,318 --> 00:30:55,356 Don't worry. Dante, take care of him. 252 00:30:55,717 --> 00:30:59,346 Fabian, when is am I going home? 253 00:31:00,277 --> 00:31:04,872 - Fabian, please! - We're back, don't worry. 254 00:31:05,116 --> 00:31:08,824 - Fabian, listen! - Your cousin is a son of a bitch! 255 00:31:09,036 --> 00:31:11,127 - Fabian, please! - Don't worry, cousin! 256 00:31:11,355 --> 00:31:13,186 Fabian, you said that we went to MAD. 257 00:31:13,755 --> 00:31:15,711 We came together, let's leave together! 258 00:31:16,235 --> 00:31:18,385 Don't be a hypocrite! Please, Fabian! 259 00:31:24,554 --> 00:31:25,754 Now how come Am I going home? 260 00:31:25,954 --> 00:31:27,945 I have no idea! We took a taxi. 261 00:32:48,626 --> 00:32:51,742 What face is that? Cheer up! 262 00:32:55,745 --> 00:32:58,305 Santa Cruz is the same a spectacle! 263 00:32:58,545 --> 00:33:01,821 Did you see that two seconds later Was he already surrounded by girls? 264 00:33:07,864 --> 00:33:09,343 And you, did you have fun? 265 00:33:09,664 --> 00:33:12,622 Yes, but how are we going home? 266 00:33:13,544 --> 00:33:15,023 I have no idea! 267 00:33:16,024 --> 00:33:19,493 If they don't show up, we have to go on foot, because I got horny. 268 00:33:20,063 --> 00:33:24,817 - Do you know where my cousin lives? - Of course, he's my friend! 269 00:33:25,782 --> 00:33:28,899 But those animals will listen! 270 00:33:30,342 --> 00:33:32,458 It's the last time I go out with them. 271 00:33:32,862 --> 00:33:34,773 You know, Your cousin is a hypocrite! 272 00:33:36,501 --> 00:33:42,450 That idiot thinks it's worth something, just because you have a car! 273 00:33:44,420 --> 00:33:45,694 What were you saying? 274 00:33:46,020 --> 00:33:50,775 I said I don't usually go out much, but today was cool. 275 00:33:51,299 --> 00:33:54,769 Spin! Spin! 276 00:33:55,420 --> 00:33:58,172 Look, they're both alone! Fools! 277 00:33:58,778 --> 00:34:03,409 - There are the bastards! - What happened, you sissies? Come in. 278 00:34:06,138 --> 00:34:10,608 Did you see how those fools were? alone? I bet they didn't even get in! 279 00:34:11,657 --> 00:34:14,888 We go in and I bet We had more fun than you! 280 00:34:19,177 --> 00:34:22,567 You thought we wouldn't get in without you? We went in and it was great! 281 00:34:23,657 --> 00:34:25,726 Where is my cousin? Where is Fabian? 282 00:34:26,656 --> 00:34:28,373 I'll tell you about your cousin! 283 00:34:28,776 --> 00:34:33,975 I was fucking a girl and I saw that Fabian was kissing a girl 284 00:34:34,456 --> 00:34:39,290 and saying, "I love you, I want to get married with you, I will protect you." 285 00:34:39,654 --> 00:34:42,532 "I will take care of you and your family." 286 00:34:43,054 --> 00:34:49,493 He was so in love with her that I had to lend him my car. 287 00:34:50,053 --> 00:34:53,205 And you know how hard it is for me to leave someone drive my car. 288 00:34:54,094 --> 00:34:55,607 He was begging me! 289 00:34:56,534 --> 00:35:00,003 Okay, he didn't come. Can you take me home now? 290 00:35:00,253 --> 00:35:04,291 I'll take you home, but not now. No way! 291 00:35:04,493 --> 00:35:07,484 The night is still young! 292 00:35:08,732 --> 00:35:12,361 When the sun rises, Maybe I'll take you home. 293 00:35:13,971 --> 00:35:16,644 I have a little surprise for you. Look! 294 00:35:17,531 --> 00:35:19,806 - I bet it was Joaquin's idea! - Of course! 295 00:35:21,291 --> 00:35:27,160 - What are you going to do with these eggs? - You'll see. You're coming too. 296 00:35:28,530 --> 00:35:31,727 - Drop it, it stinks. - You'll love it! 297 00:35:32,769 --> 00:35:37,365 This is the only place on the planet where you can do this. 298 00:35:38,848 --> 00:35:42,238 - What are you going to do? - You'll see. "Take it easy!" 299 00:35:43,088 --> 00:35:47,240 Sebastian, you don't know what it is fun. I'll show you. 300 00:35:47,728 --> 00:35:51,163 It's going to be an orgasm! Nothing less! 301 00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:55,486 Get an egg. Trust me, you will love it! 302 00:35:56,608 --> 00:35:58,996 - What do I have to do? - Do the same as us. 303 00:36:00,327 --> 00:36:02,557 We have to control ourselves, boys! 304 00:36:04,686 --> 00:36:06,881 - I don't play any. - Just one! 305 00:36:07,926 --> 00:36:11,885 - Come on, don't be a sissy! - I'm serious! 306 00:36:13,205 --> 00:36:16,277 - Just one, Sebastian. - Here we go! 307 00:36:22,325 --> 00:36:24,679 Here you go and learn, sissies! 308 00:36:25,524 --> 00:36:27,480 Fucking pussies! 309 00:36:31,324 --> 00:36:34,157 Goats! 310 00:36:42,242 --> 00:36:45,106 Why did you throw it like that? You should have thrown harder! 311 00:36:45,322 --> 00:36:47,517 You wasted the eggs! You ruined the fun! 312 00:36:49,002 --> 00:36:51,072 - No, but... - But what? 313 00:36:51,681 --> 00:36:54,401 We have to free ourselves those fuckers! 314 00:36:54,721 --> 00:37:00,590 - They shouldn't authorize that. - I want to go home. 315 00:37:01,921 --> 00:37:05,709 You're scared! I bet you haven't been deflowered yet! 316 00:37:06,240 --> 00:37:07,958 - What? - It hasn't been deflowered yet! 317 00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,278 - What is that? - You're still a virgin! 318 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,314 - No, I'm not a virgin. - What did you say? 319 00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:16,072 I'm not a virgin. 320 00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:21,030 If you are not a virgin, then let's get girls! 321 00:37:22,559 --> 00:37:25,835 I'll find you a whore! 322 00:37:28,438 --> 00:37:31,271 For him, you already hammered today! 323 00:37:32,678 --> 00:37:34,588 Alright, my harmonica is dead. 324 00:37:35,797 --> 00:37:38,869 Seriously! Today, you will lose all three! 325 00:37:41,397 --> 00:37:45,947 You'll hammer it and taste it of a Bolivian pussy! 326 00:37:47,436 --> 00:37:49,313 The days are over touching the animal! 327 00:37:49,596 --> 00:37:53,908 He's old enough to pin, pin, pin! 328 00:37:54,356 --> 00:37:57,392 - But I don't want to. - Hurry up! 329 00:38:01,395 --> 00:38:03,988 Everything is taken care of. I got you the best of all. 330 00:38:04,235 --> 00:38:06,145 - Have you paid him yet? - Yes, everything is taken care of. 331 00:38:06,954 --> 00:38:10,469 - You just have to stick your dick in! - Hurry up! She is waiting. 332 00:38:12,433 --> 00:38:17,348 - Boys, don't do that to me. - Don't be a sissy! She is waiting. 333 00:38:18,393 --> 00:38:22,944 Go there, or I'll throw a stone at you! 334 00:41:15,815 --> 00:41:17,168 What is your name? 335 00:41:19,095 --> 00:41:20,369 Sebastian. 336 00:41:24,855 --> 00:41:27,767 - And you? - Clemency. 337 00:42:37,887 --> 00:42:40,276 - So, Choco, how about it? - It's great. 338 00:42:42,087 --> 00:42:43,726 Do you feel ready to go to the United States? 339 00:42:43,926 --> 00:42:47,714 - I can't wait. - I imagine. 340 00:42:49,086 --> 00:42:51,236 How long will you stay there? 341 00:42:52,006 --> 00:42:55,555 I'll stay until the summer. I'll be back in June or July. 342 00:42:56,165 --> 00:42:58,396 - What are you going to study? - Civil Engineering. 343 00:43:00,165 --> 00:43:03,201 I wish you all the best, my friend. 344 00:43:03,405 --> 00:43:06,397 Don't forget your friends. I bring you a hot "gringa"! 345 00:43:07,685 --> 00:43:11,677 Fantastic! Thanks! I wish you the best. Goodbye. 346 00:43:13,204 --> 00:43:19,392 THE BLUEEST EYES 347 00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:47,239 Hello, my love. How are you? 348 00:43:47,721 --> 00:43:49,836 Yes, yes. I just got out of school. 349 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:53,751 Yes, I'm on the street. And you know who came to get me. 350 00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:57,674 Let's go for a drive and then we go to Burger King. 351 00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,671 No, a little more. 352 00:44:01,439 --> 00:44:04,748 Okay... Don't forget to buy the newspaper. 353 00:44:05,439 --> 00:44:09,716 You look really elegant. You're fine, darling. I love you. Goodbye. 354 00:44:12,478 --> 00:44:16,153 - Hurry up, we only have 10 minutes! - Okay, I'll fly. 355 00:44:17,798 --> 00:44:18,958 What are we going to do tonight? 356 00:44:19,158 --> 00:44:23,628 I have the fashion show. Choco is going to kill me. 357 00:44:24,077 --> 00:44:25,590 I haven't told you about it yet. 358 00:44:25,876 --> 00:44:28,185 - What the hell! - I can't help but tell you! 359 00:44:28,396 --> 00:44:31,388 - Calm down, he's not your husband yet! - But he will be my husband. 360 00:44:31,756 --> 00:44:35,635 - You know, he asked me to marry him. - How cute! 361 00:44:36,076 --> 00:44:38,191 So are you getting married now? 362 00:44:38,436 --> 00:44:40,300 - What an idiot! - Do you really believe that? 363 00:44:41,635 --> 00:44:45,310 - What do you mean? - It's been a year and a half. 364 00:44:46,915 --> 00:44:48,666 Anyway, what are you going to wear tonight? 365 00:44:49,794 --> 00:44:51,705 Look there! Isn't that Choco's cousin? 366 00:44:52,194 --> 00:44:54,867 It's nothing, don't be silly. You're really bad! 367 00:44:55,314 --> 00:44:58,350 Look at that dress! And the sandals! 368 00:44:58,873 --> 00:45:01,467 Not even my maid wore it those sandals! Yes! 369 00:45:01,713 --> 00:45:08,345 I feel sorry for her. She's so clumsy! 370 00:45:09,873 --> 00:45:12,102 Look at that one sitting there! Look at her! 371 00:45:13,392 --> 00:45:16,189 You didn't see her! Look at her, watching each other! 372 00:45:16,432 --> 00:45:21,869 Let's take a walk here! Forget Choco... 373 00:45:25,070 --> 00:45:26,709 glasses up, or down? 374 00:45:26,910 --> 00:45:30,142 - You're going to look, aren't you? - Of course! Down... 375 00:45:45,629 --> 00:45:48,142 We always go out tonight, How was it arranged? 376 00:45:48,628 --> 00:45:50,584 Half past seven, eight o'clock... could it be? 377 00:45:50,829 --> 00:45:55,379 Do you remember the passage of RiGO BoSD models? 378 00:45:56,027 --> 00:46:00,464 - Yes. And then? - And tonight. 379 00:46:01,947 --> 00:46:07,180 Tonight? So, won't you go out with me? 380 00:46:11,266 --> 00:46:14,463 I can't. I have to parade. 381 00:46:15,186 --> 00:46:17,221 There's no way to get rid of it? 382 00:46:17,665 --> 00:46:19,816 I have to be there until midnight. 383 00:46:20,745 --> 00:46:22,781 I can't believe it! 384 00:46:24,345 --> 00:46:26,653 - Don't be mad. - It's always the same thing! 385 00:46:26,985 --> 00:46:30,374 In my mother's years, you did the same thing! 386 00:46:30,584 --> 00:46:34,338 I'm really sorry about your mother. But it was a year ago! 387 00:46:34,583 --> 00:46:36,176 You will apologize, again? 388 00:46:36,423 --> 00:46:40,099 - But, Choco, it's not my fault! - Is it mine, then? 389 00:46:40,303 --> 00:46:43,613 But it's not mine either! You finish tell me when you're leaving tomorrow! 390 00:46:44,422 --> 00:46:47,495 And I forced you in in this crap, right? 391 00:46:48,503 --> 00:46:51,016 You know I hate that you are get involved in this bullshit! 392 00:46:52,182 --> 00:46:54,901 You only think about yourself and spray yourself on others! 393 00:47:01,781 --> 00:47:04,500 Until midnight? Are you going to spend 4 hours parading? 394 00:47:05,141 --> 00:47:07,735 - I'm the only Top Model! - Are you the only model? 395 00:47:07,980 --> 00:47:09,130 I'm not the only one... 396 00:47:09,500 --> 00:47:12,014 To and fro... for 4 hours! 397 00:47:12,220 --> 00:47:15,257 - Tell me, what should I do? - Don't yell at me. 398 00:47:16,700 --> 00:47:18,849 - I'm not yelling at you! - Speak more quietly. 399 00:47:19,339 --> 00:47:23,014 The same applies to you! And to top it off, you tell me to shut up! 400 00:47:24,059 --> 00:47:27,938 To top off what? Don't scream With me, I'm not shouting. 401 00:47:29,738 --> 00:47:31,694 It is not possible to speak to you. 402 00:47:34,858 --> 00:47:38,214 And no... Forget it! 403 00:47:39,097 --> 00:47:42,567 You know what else? I think we better calm down. 404 00:47:42,817 --> 00:47:46,526 I'm leaving tomorrow, so... I don't know if I should go with you tonight. 405 00:47:46,777 --> 00:47:51,055 Of course I want you to come. I want to stay with you all night. 406 00:47:51,816 --> 00:47:54,489 Why is it that you always find a way to bother me? 407 00:48:37,052 --> 00:48:39,725 Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. 408 00:48:40,171 --> 00:48:44,449 Your applause, the show is about to begin. 409 00:49:19,688 --> 00:49:25,125 Ladies and gentlemen, we present... Love! 410 00:49:25,367 --> 00:49:28,677 A RiGO BoSD model, from the women's collection. 411 00:49:52,484 --> 00:49:57,604 RiGO BoSD presents its collection of evening dresses. 412 00:50:28,721 --> 00:50:32,793 Hello! What have you been doing? Look how you've grown! 413 00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:36,189 I can't believe it! Where have you been? 414 00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:38,996 Look at her! You're enjoying it. 415 00:50:39,399 --> 00:50:44,837 I haven't seen you in so long. Look how you've grown! 416 00:50:45,439 --> 00:50:47,475 I can't believe it. 417 00:50:48,238 --> 00:50:50,672 Look there! You didn't understand that this woman is mine? 418 00:50:50,998 --> 00:50:52,636 What's wrong with you, animal? 419 00:50:53,438 --> 00:50:56,191 - Calm down! Calm! - Do you want to have a beating rehearsal?! 420 00:50:58,438 --> 00:51:00,156 Come here! I'm not afraid! 421 00:51:11,517 --> 00:51:13,586 How can you do this to me? And my party! 422 00:51:14,076 --> 00:51:17,625 Goat! In my beard! I almost didn't give you a sole! 423 00:51:17,835 --> 00:51:20,633 Disappear from my sight, fucking bitch! 424 00:51:21,876 --> 00:51:24,105 It's crazy! Come on, idiot! 425 00:51:25,475 --> 00:51:29,513 Leave me alone! I never want again Seeing you... nor hearing you! Disappear! 426 00:51:31,235 --> 00:51:32,792 It won't stay like this! 427 00:51:34,434 --> 00:51:37,631 Come here! You can't leave me like this! 428 00:51:39,913 --> 00:51:42,587 Let him go. I told you more than a thousand times he is an idiot! 429 00:51:43,994 --> 00:51:48,669 - How embarrassing! - I know! Everyone's here. 430 00:51:52,312 --> 00:51:54,542 Breathe! Take a deep breath. 431 00:51:57,352 --> 00:51:59,946 Claudia, this place is perfect for you. 432 00:52:00,511 --> 00:52:04,664 Good thing, because I'm done. I need a change of scenery. 433 00:52:15,190 --> 00:52:16,543 Look at Choco! 434 00:52:17,350 --> 00:52:21,025 Finally, it washed up! It was about time. 435 00:52:22,070 --> 00:52:27,018 Finally she let you out! At the end of the night. 436 00:52:35,229 --> 00:52:38,300 Girl, another whiskey, please. 437 00:52:39,587 --> 00:52:41,624 And you are without a woman, as always. 438 00:52:43,267 --> 00:52:46,623 These three women they arrived early. 439 00:52:48,027 --> 00:52:51,019 And that Brazilian It's the best here. 440 00:52:52,426 --> 00:52:54,463 Isn't that the Brazilian woman from...? 441 00:52:54,866 --> 00:52:56,982 Yes, she is married. That's the only problem. 442 00:52:57,226 --> 00:53:01,902 - Don't worry. I'm not jealous. - What?! You can't hitch it. 443 00:53:05,585 --> 00:53:08,656 I hook whoever I want. Tell me which one you want... 444 00:53:09,425 --> 00:53:10,944 Bullshit! I bet you can't engage it. 445 00:53:11,144 --> 00:53:12,945 - What do you bet? - A box of beers. 446 00:53:13,145 --> 00:53:15,897 - Yes? It's not much! - So, what do you want to bet? 447 00:53:16,105 --> 00:53:18,742 - A bottle of whiskey. - Okay, a bottle of whiskey. 448 00:53:20,983 --> 00:53:25,738 He won't do anything. She is married. 449 00:53:26,063 --> 00:53:28,702 Someone's going to get away with it tonight. 450 00:53:47,381 --> 00:53:50,259 Hello. I'm Choco. What is your name? 451 00:53:50,460 --> 00:53:52,337 - Mariana. - And I'm Maya. 452 00:53:53,541 --> 00:53:55,974 - What were they up to? - We want to have fun. 453 00:53:56,380 --> 00:54:02,137 I noticed you speak with an accent strange. Where are you from? 454 00:54:02,739 --> 00:54:06,698 I am Brazilian. Do you speak Portuguese? Great! 455 00:54:11,578 --> 00:54:14,012 Belém has wonderful beaches. 456 00:54:14,458 --> 00:54:20,328 I'm here studying. I can speak, but with an accent. 457 00:54:22,097 --> 00:54:25,646 I understand you perfectly. We can practice both. 458 00:54:27,017 --> 00:54:29,770 - Do you want to dance with me? - Yes, but I don't know how to dance this. 459 00:54:30,097 --> 00:54:33,930 - I can teach you, if you want. - When you go to Brazil, I'll teach you. 460 00:54:35,296 --> 00:54:37,685 - Now it's my turn. - Great! Thanks! 461 00:54:39,016 --> 00:54:41,131 - You go ahead. - And you're going right after. 462 00:56:00,688 --> 00:56:01,757 Stupid! 463 00:56:10,846 --> 00:56:15,397 - Nice pirilau! - Fuck you, motherfucker! 464 00:57:05,521 --> 00:57:09,912 Why do I carry your stuff? I am not your slave. 465 00:57:10,841 --> 00:57:13,069 - That's why I brought you. - Don't be abnormal! 466 00:57:13,561 --> 00:57:18,350 Leave your bags here. They haven't opened yet. 467 00:57:19,120 --> 00:57:20,871 - What? - They open within 15 minutes. 468 00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:23,877 - What do you mean? - We have to wait 15 minutes. 469 00:57:24,359 --> 00:57:25,680 So why is Who woke me up so early? 470 00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:28,871 The ticket says we have to be here 2 hours early. 471 00:57:29,079 --> 00:57:30,831 It's not my first trip! 472 00:57:32,039 --> 00:57:35,428 Take it easy. I'm as nervous as you are. 473 00:57:35,718 --> 00:57:38,107 I can lend you my belt, ma'am. 474 00:57:38,438 --> 00:57:40,793 It has to be, This boy doesn't respect me. 475 00:57:41,238 --> 00:57:43,875 See how he talks to me. In the last day we are together. 476 00:57:44,917 --> 00:57:47,147 Hide the alcohol! Look who's coming! 477 00:57:47,637 --> 00:57:49,150 How are you? 478 00:57:50,436 --> 00:57:56,875 - What a night! Did you feed the snake? - Leave the jokes for later. 479 00:57:57,356 --> 00:58:01,031 Help me counsel this kid. 480 00:58:01,235 --> 00:58:08,949 Son, please, when you get there, do not leave luggage unattended. 481 00:58:09,235 --> 00:58:12,944 - They can rob you. - Mom, I'm not ten years old! 482 00:58:13,395 --> 00:58:15,214 Don't forget to tell him about AIDS. 483 00:58:15,794 --> 00:58:18,308 Then! I spent the night telling him about it! 484 00:58:18,834 --> 00:58:21,792 Don't sleep with just anyone without meeting the parents first! 485 00:58:21,993 --> 00:58:24,746 The last thing I want is may you return home with AIDS. 486 00:58:25,034 --> 00:58:26,910 Mommy, they are playing with you! 487 00:58:34,272 --> 00:58:36,103 And to top it off, Look who's here. 488 00:58:36,672 --> 00:58:39,903 - My God, I foresee a lot of crying! - That's bad luck, I didn't bring an umbrella. 489 00:58:44,631 --> 00:58:47,512 - And your aunts haven't arrived yet! - Don't even think about calling them now! 490 00:58:47,712 --> 00:58:49,747 I'll call them and ask them to come. 491 00:58:50,991 --> 00:58:53,855 - I don't want anyone to come! - Don't talk to me like that. 492 00:58:54,071 --> 00:58:56,107 Choco, don't tell him about last night. 493 00:58:58,390 --> 00:59:00,665 They don't answer. They must be arriving. 494 00:59:18,668 --> 00:59:22,900 - The surprise! - What did you do this time? 495 00:59:24,427 --> 00:59:26,927 Don't tell me she convinced you to do something! 496 00:59:29,427 --> 00:59:32,384 - What did they do? - Nothing. We are innocent! 497 01:00:51,778 --> 01:00:56,375 I'm the new student, can you help me? My name is Choco Weise. 498 01:00:58,658 --> 01:01:00,489 What? What do you want? 499 01:01:01,378 --> 01:01:03,197 I'm new here and I don't know what I should do. 500 01:01:03,698 --> 01:01:05,449 - What do you want? - My name is Choco Weiser. 501 01:01:05,817 --> 01:01:09,094 - I'm looking for my room. - Do you want to check in? 502 01:01:09,857 --> 01:01:13,451 I should have said it right away. What is it called? 503 01:01:14,097 --> 01:01:15,610 Choco Weise... 504 01:01:16,616 --> 01:01:18,572 Weise... Weise... 505 01:01:19,856 --> 01:01:21,608 I don't see your name. 506 01:01:27,055 --> 01:01:31,526 Why don't you write it? Maybe I'm not looking well. 507 01:01:37,814 --> 01:01:41,124 Weise, with "W"? Why do you write your name with "W"? 508 01:01:41,533 --> 01:01:45,243 Leave it there. I already found it. 509 01:01:50,733 --> 01:01:53,167 It's in room 141. Here are the keys 510 01:01:53,453 --> 01:01:56,490 and is responsible for its copy from the "Student's Book". 511 01:01:57,333 --> 01:02:01,086 Can you show me where it is the room? I'm lost. 512 01:02:01,412 --> 01:02:04,528 Do you want me to show you... It's fine. 513 01:02:05,171 --> 01:02:09,722 Wait a little while, let me answer this call. 514 01:02:17,370 --> 01:02:21,283 Ben, I told you I was going to have it today a new roommate. 515 01:02:21,490 --> 01:02:22,649 Why didn't you fix this?! 516 01:02:22,849 --> 01:02:24,885 Sorry. I forgot. 517 01:02:25,090 --> 01:02:26,909 Choco, this is Ben. Ben, this is Choco. 518 01:02:29,169 --> 01:02:31,399 Your bed is here, if you can find it. 519 01:02:31,809 --> 01:02:34,528 I know this isn't a waffle maker! 520 01:02:35,208 --> 01:02:39,963 They make bottles here of beer?! I'll take note! 521 01:02:40,928 --> 01:02:43,521 Here is the bathroom. See you later. I'm walking. 522 01:02:58,726 --> 01:03:00,762 - What are you playing? - It's boxing. 523 01:03:03,686 --> 01:03:06,677 - What game is it? Nintendo? Sega? - � Playstation. 524 01:03:12,525 --> 01:03:15,278 - Who's winning? - I gave him an old-fashioned beating. 525 01:03:21,684 --> 01:03:23,242 Where can I put my luggage? 526 01:03:24,084 --> 01:03:26,472 Put wherever you want. For me, whatever. 527 01:03:56,880 --> 01:03:59,440 Resist the urge to call This is a commonplace. 528 01:04:02,720 --> 01:04:05,791 7 years old. I'm standing in front of the mirror, 529 01:04:06,279 --> 01:04:08,953 taking apart my doll Favorite Barbie. 530 01:04:09,920 --> 01:04:12,831 I paint it brown with a marker. 531 01:04:14,359 --> 01:04:18,352 I cut your beautiful blonde hair, to stay short like mine. 532 01:04:19,638 --> 01:04:21,515 But of course She has now become ugly. 533 01:04:22,078 --> 01:04:24,113 I lay out all his clothes. 534 01:04:24,838 --> 01:04:28,386 She doesn't have a pee... I decapitate her. 535 01:04:29,357 --> 01:04:31,746 I want a new pair in jeans, 536 01:04:31,957 --> 01:04:35,074 while I walk away from you legs to such an extent 537 01:04:35,316 --> 01:04:38,149 one of them jumps out at me hands and hits the mirror. 538 01:04:40,956 --> 01:04:43,753 There is a small crack in my reflected image. 539 01:04:59,954 --> 01:05:05,665 MIRRORS 540 01:05:10,353 --> 01:05:11,581 What is the phrase? 541 01:05:13,153 --> 01:05:14,824 "In the beginning"? 542 01:05:16,752 --> 01:05:18,869 In the beginning, there was a mirror. 543 01:05:20,152 --> 01:05:23,940 A family heirloom, passed from generation to generation, 544 01:05:24,952 --> 01:05:28,023 from woman to woman, from mother to daughter. 545 01:05:28,272 --> 01:05:33,664 December 25, 1865, seven days after the passage of the 13th Amendment, 546 01:05:33,911 --> 01:05:39,701 the landlady of my great-great-grandmother's house tells him, "Merry Christmas." 547 01:05:40,430 --> 01:05:44,264 "Merry Christmas", she has just been officially released. 548 01:05:46,030 --> 01:05:50,147 And offers him the mirror as a parting gift. 549 01:05:50,430 --> 01:05:54,740 It is thin and long, with plump white angels, 550 01:05:55,109 --> 01:05:57,986 surrounding the ivory frame crafted by hand. 551 01:06:00,108 --> 01:06:01,461 For my great-great-grandmother, 552 01:06:01,668 --> 01:06:06,788 the mirror represents the beginning of freedom and possession of his person. 553 01:06:06,987 --> 01:06:10,821 No sex, no race, unnamed: Me. 554 01:06:11,548 --> 01:06:17,382 For me, it is the symbol of my career as a slave to self-loathing. 555 01:06:18,147 --> 01:06:20,262 I didn't realize that right away. 556 01:06:21,986 --> 01:06:23,897 Of course, we never noticed. 557 01:06:25,745 --> 01:06:30,342 It was a child. I saw my image and... 558 01:06:31,025 --> 01:06:35,540 I saw neither beauty nor ugliness, it was just me. 559 01:06:36,825 --> 01:06:40,373 No race, no sex, unnamed: Me. 560 01:06:40,584 --> 01:06:46,295 No race, no sex, unnamed: Me. 561 01:06:47,984 --> 01:06:51,943 Just me on the other side of me, looking at me. 562 01:06:52,503 --> 01:06:57,896 It was a powerful moment. Consciousness. Self-recognition. 563 01:06:58,622 --> 01:07:02,581 I'm separated but connected It's the other people I see. 564 01:07:02,862 --> 01:07:04,773 I am real and visible. 565 01:07:06,902 --> 01:07:12,658 But that was age zero. After We grow up and everything gets complicated. 566 01:07:14,701 --> 01:07:19,570 5 years old. My father takes away my hand from the stove with a shoe. 567 01:07:20,621 --> 01:07:26,570 I'm in front of the mirror, crying, looking, fascinated. 568 01:07:27,580 --> 01:07:31,208 Who knew my face could make such diverse contractions? 569 01:07:32,139 --> 01:07:35,927 My lips tremble, my eyes are red 570 01:07:36,138 --> 01:07:39,016 and my face is shining, with tears. 571 01:07:43,138 --> 01:07:44,776 Wall made of clay. 572 01:07:45,978 --> 01:07:52,655 I begin to wonder if the white angels, that frame my face... 573 01:07:54,817 --> 01:07:58,889 What will they be made of? They are not made of clay. 574 01:07:59,137 --> 01:08:04,051 Their faces don't change, smiling. Unlike mine. 575 01:08:06,656 --> 01:08:09,613 Who will be different? I ask myself... Them, or me? 576 01:08:10,256 --> 01:08:12,610 6 years old. I'm different. 577 01:08:13,735 --> 01:08:17,728 Barbie and the angels have thin, upturned noses, 578 01:08:18,094 --> 01:08:21,052 straighter hair, prettier clothes... 579 01:08:21,494 --> 01:08:23,325 Angels don't have many clothes, 580 01:08:23,534 --> 01:08:26,844 but I bet if they wanted to, they could buy nice clothes. 581 01:08:28,453 --> 01:08:34,210 All my clothes were from my cousin Tootie. Don't laugh! 582 01:08:36,493 --> 01:08:41,168 My mom says new clothes do not compare to scholarships. 583 01:08:42,612 --> 01:08:45,445 I don't know what that means, but I don't want to know. 584 01:08:46,131 --> 01:08:50,808 I want some new pants, like the ones my friend Kate takes it to school. 585 01:08:51,971 --> 01:08:55,327 She has blue eyes, like Barbie. 586 01:08:55,611 --> 01:08:59,160 10 years old. I hate myself. 587 01:09:02,290 --> 01:09:04,042 I hate the way I look. 588 01:09:05,490 --> 01:09:08,242 Black girls call me "dark and heady". 589 01:09:08,490 --> 01:09:10,844 Not that I'm too dark, 590 01:09:11,049 --> 01:09:13,643 but because my father it won't let me straighten my hair. 591 01:09:14,329 --> 01:09:16,729 He says only women grown-ups who get perms 592 01:09:16,929 --> 01:09:20,045 and that, as I don't like taking bath, I'm still not a woman. 593 01:09:20,408 --> 01:09:24,083 12 years old. Appeared my first period. 594 01:09:25,848 --> 01:09:29,158 I don't notice any difference, still small and without breasts, 595 01:09:29,728 --> 01:09:32,480 but my mother starts calling his family, 596 01:09:32,687 --> 01:09:35,247 saying: "My girl is already a woman." 597 01:09:37,087 --> 01:09:42,035 My father sees me contemplating me. Put his face against mine, 598 01:09:42,606 --> 01:09:45,882 stare into the eyes of my image 599 01:09:46,206 --> 01:09:51,040 and says, "You're getting big, We need to talk." 600 01:09:52,326 --> 01:09:54,600 I think he wants give me a lecture, 601 01:09:54,845 --> 01:09:57,884 so as not to mess with the boys at school dances and not getting pregnant. 602 01:09:58,084 --> 01:10:01,554 I'm already afraid of these things, but he says: 603 01:10:02,964 --> 01:10:09,436 "You're a black woman. They're going to step on you because of the color of your skin" 604 01:10:09,684 --> 01:10:12,402 "and because of what you have between legs. Fuck them!” 605 01:10:12,643 --> 01:10:16,113 "What the hell, understand? Fuck them!” 606 01:10:16,883 --> 01:10:20,158 "You're smart, you're beautiful and you have a family." 607 01:10:21,962 --> 01:10:23,634 "Don't forget that." 608 01:10:26,242 --> 01:10:28,233 Gave me a kiss on the cheek 609 01:10:29,481 --> 01:10:32,279 and died the following year, with sickle cell anemia. 610 01:10:33,681 --> 01:10:38,470 14 years old. I'm trying on my new clothes, 611 01:10:39,520 --> 01:10:45,117 a twill skirt and a fitted shirt from RiGO BoSD. 612 01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:51,198 I have beautiful breasts and I learned wagging my tail when I walk. 613 01:10:52,159 --> 01:10:57,756 I have relaxed hair, I use makeup and earrings. 614 01:10:58,919 --> 01:11:03,709 Now niggas whistle at me when I go to school. 615 01:11:04,558 --> 01:11:10,473 They say: "You look sweet!", and I like to listen. 616 01:11:11,437 --> 01:11:15,555 Sometimes white people look too. But they avoid eye contact, 617 01:11:16,037 --> 01:11:18,676 as if it were wrong feel attracted to me. 618 01:11:19,876 --> 01:11:23,346 I look good, I think. But I liked having longer hair. 619 01:11:23,556 --> 01:11:25,876 I wish it was similar with Vanessa Williams. 620 01:11:26,076 --> 01:11:28,635 I want to be one of the "Fly Girls", like on TV. 621 01:11:28,836 --> 01:11:31,873 They dance well and all boys like them. 622 01:11:32,796 --> 01:11:34,547 I also dance well. 623 01:11:35,475 --> 01:11:38,831 17 years old. It's 3 am. 624 01:11:39,074 --> 01:11:42,271 I just got home and my mom is yelling at me. 625 01:11:43,234 --> 01:11:46,385 I went to the prom with Will Davis, 626 01:11:46,674 --> 01:11:50,905 the team's defensive star university basketball. 627 01:11:52,393 --> 01:11:58,150 Then we went to his house and I had sex for the first time. 628 01:11:59,913 --> 01:12:04,383 It wasn't like in the movies. There were no candles, no music. 629 01:12:05,192 --> 01:12:06,784 We didn't undress. 630 01:12:07,032 --> 01:12:10,501 He lifted my skirt and pulled his pants down. 631 01:12:10,752 --> 01:12:13,186 It hurt... a lot. 632 01:12:14,391 --> 01:12:16,427 But I pretended I liked it. 633 01:12:17,231 --> 01:12:21,428 I tried to move my hips, for him to think I knew what I was doing. 634 01:12:21,671 --> 01:12:23,502 It only lasted 15 minutes. 635 01:12:23,870 --> 01:12:27,749 I know because I looked at the digital watch, before and after. 636 01:12:29,309 --> 01:12:36,897 He brought me home and got out of the car without saying good night or thank you. 637 01:12:39,269 --> 01:12:43,546 Now, in front of the mirror, my mother curses me between prayers. 638 01:12:44,709 --> 01:12:48,257 "Look at this whore! Jesus Christ!" 639 01:12:48,507 --> 01:12:50,941 "Smell on your dress! If your father were alive..." 640 01:12:51,228 --> 01:12:54,106 "By God, as long as you live in my house..." 641 01:12:54,707 --> 01:12:57,425 "I brought you into this world... but I'll put you out on the street!" 642 01:13:00,786 --> 01:13:05,257 And I look sad and tired. The disheveled hair, 643 01:13:05,466 --> 01:13:09,505 the pink fitted dress to the body with sweat and tears... 644 01:13:10,705 --> 01:13:12,980 But I feel like a woman! 645 01:13:13,266 --> 01:13:17,143 Things get better. He brought the mirror for college, 646 01:13:17,585 --> 01:13:19,416 but I never looked the same again. 647 01:13:19,705 --> 01:13:23,014 My first roommate was a black feminist. Lisa. 648 01:13:23,464 --> 01:13:27,252 I didn't wear makeup, he had curls down to his shoulders 649 01:13:27,464 --> 01:13:29,614 and graduated in English Literature. 650 01:13:29,903 --> 01:13:32,701 He was always watching me when I looked at myself in the mirror. 651 01:13:33,024 --> 01:13:35,253 He never openly criticized me, 652 01:13:35,503 --> 01:13:40,577 but read selected passages from "The Bluest Eyes" by Toni Morrison 653 01:13:40,903 --> 01:13:43,417 or "The Color Purple", by Alice Walker. 654 01:13:44,702 --> 01:13:48,012 It was too hateful, that silent protest. 655 01:13:48,822 --> 01:13:52,609 He called me "wannabe", through the mouths of famous writers. 656 01:13:54,662 --> 01:13:57,812 But, one day, quoted Ntozake Shange: 657 01:13:58,381 --> 01:14:01,417 "I discovered God within me" 658 01:14:02,061 --> 01:14:04,176 and I loved her, 659 01:14:05,780 --> 01:14:07,532 I loved her fiercely. 660 01:14:08,100 --> 01:14:10,091 And I realized that I had never felt that, 661 01:14:10,339 --> 01:14:16,448 Until then, I could never figure out my image as perfect, divine. 662 01:14:18,939 --> 01:14:20,338 And I changed. 663 01:14:21,459 --> 01:14:24,768 Where do I want to get to? Yesterday... 664 01:14:26,658 --> 01:14:31,607 I'm a finalist. I will graduate in African Women's Studies. 665 01:14:34,538 --> 01:14:36,687 My first class It's 10 o'clock. 666 01:14:36,897 --> 01:14:40,366 I get up, take a shower and I wear the clothes I wear now. 667 01:14:40,657 --> 01:14:44,535 On the highway I saw an advertisement fashion on a poster. 668 01:14:45,056 --> 01:14:48,366 A handsome white boy, surrounded by smiling Barbie dolls. 669 01:14:48,576 --> 01:14:50,453 I don't want to be like that anymore. 670 01:14:52,296 --> 01:14:57,688 I had already seen ads like that, but something makes me feel strange. 671 01:14:58,695 --> 01:15:04,052 I don't know what, so I curse and change lanes. 672 01:15:05,414 --> 01:15:10,249 8 pm: I have dinner with my friends friends Tia, Rachel and Ash�. 673 01:15:10,933 --> 01:15:13,129 9 pm: We decided to go to the cinema. 674 01:15:14,613 --> 01:15:16,569 Midnight: The movie was terrible. 675 01:15:16,894 --> 01:15:20,363 I leave the girls in their respective dormitories 676 01:15:21,933 --> 01:15:25,481 and park in the worst place of the park for students. 677 01:15:27,852 --> 01:15:33,643 It's a very dark night and my dorm is far away. 678 01:15:33,971 --> 01:15:37,089 I try to walk fast and say to myself that I am not afraid. 679 01:15:40,571 --> 01:15:43,403 I'm halfway there when Listen to your drunken laughter. 680 01:15:43,690 --> 01:15:45,123 But who is this whore? 681 01:15:45,810 --> 01:15:49,962 White guys with faces of angels and slurred voices. 682 01:15:52,570 --> 01:15:55,641 "Who is this whore?", shouts one of them. 683 01:15:56,289 --> 01:15:59,167 Without thinking, I ask: "What called me, motherfucker?" 684 01:16:01,128 --> 01:16:05,680 "He called you a black whore", said one of the others. 685 01:16:07,968 --> 01:16:09,799 I don't know what to answer. 686 01:16:10,967 --> 01:16:14,199 I'm trapped between fear and anger, 687 01:16:14,407 --> 01:16:17,797 between amazement and insanity. 688 01:16:32,565 --> 01:16:34,875 I'm trapped between fear and anger, 689 01:16:35,125 --> 01:16:38,879 between amazement and insanity. 690 01:16:40,044 --> 01:16:42,639 They start to invade my personal space. 691 01:16:43,364 --> 01:16:45,958 Pressure on their bodies against mine. 692 01:16:46,244 --> 01:16:49,395 They grab my breasts and ass I thought I wanted it when I was 10 years old. 693 01:16:50,804 --> 01:16:55,399 "I bet you know how to dance. Do you want dance with a white guy?" 694 01:16:58,123 --> 01:17:01,479 I tell him to disappear and I try to free myself from them. 695 01:17:02,202 --> 01:17:04,955 They push me and make me fall. 696 01:17:07,322 --> 01:17:11,793 I tell them: "Stop. No. Don't do that." 697 01:17:13,561 --> 01:17:17,554 My resistance is useless. My head hits the floor. 698 01:17:19,921 --> 01:17:25,199 They grab me and the first It penetrates me hard and dry. 699 01:17:26,600 --> 01:17:28,397 And I scream. 700 01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:35,433 They silence me with sweaty hands and smelling of alcohol. 701 01:17:36,679 --> 01:17:39,238 I think about my 17 years, 702 01:17:41,319 --> 01:17:45,232 on Will Davis penetrating me, with the prom dress. 703 01:17:47,278 --> 01:17:52,716 Your cowardice filling the space that I tried so hard to make sacred. 704 01:17:55,197 --> 01:17:58,951 Evade me, thinking about sentences or objects. 705 01:18:00,597 --> 01:18:02,588 Merry Christmas and mirrors... 706 01:18:04,196 --> 01:18:08,348 dark and hairy and posters and advertisements... 707 01:18:08,596 --> 01:18:11,315 My girl She's already a woman... 708 01:18:11,635 --> 01:18:14,547 You're a black woman... 709 01:18:17,635 --> 01:18:20,547 Oshun and angels... 710 01:18:23,914 --> 01:18:25,234 Fuck them! 711 01:18:25,675 --> 01:18:27,552 Are you listening? Fuck them! 712 01:18:38,073 --> 01:18:39,711 Half past two in the morning. 713 01:18:41,792 --> 01:18:44,307 I open my eyes to loneliness. 714 01:18:45,433 --> 01:18:47,024 I must have passed out. 715 01:18:50,032 --> 01:18:54,866 Advance stumbling until to my room, to my mirror, 716 01:18:56,831 --> 01:19:02,667 and I look at myself: Black, wife and Adinah. 717 01:19:05,750 --> 01:19:09,538 Just me on the other side of me, looking at me. 718 01:19:11,070 --> 01:19:12,503 And I laugh. 719 01:19:14,070 --> 01:19:21,100 I laugh a lot and with pleasure. Rio loud and hysteria. 720 01:19:24,309 --> 01:19:28,188 River, despite the twists and turns of pain in the bowels, 721 01:19:28,388 --> 01:19:32,347 despite the sperm dripping out because of these shifts. 722 01:19:37,068 --> 01:19:40,422 I laugh sincerely and with simplicity, because... 723 01:19:41,227 --> 01:19:43,502 It's something I've never seen before my image do. 724 01:20:43,221 --> 01:20:45,530 Tyler, I want you to look down. 725 01:20:51,540 --> 01:20:52,950 Thirty-five, thirty-five! 726 01:20:53,259 --> 01:20:55,012 - Where? - I don't know, look. 727 01:20:55,619 --> 01:20:57,098 Spread your legs further apart. 728 01:21:06,618 --> 01:21:07,971 More, more... 729 01:21:09,578 --> 01:21:10,852 More, more... 730 01:21:11,097 --> 01:21:13,373 Slowly. With more patience. 731 01:21:14,178 --> 01:21:16,169 With more patience. 732 01:21:16,457 --> 01:21:18,254 With more patience. 733 01:21:19,897 --> 01:21:21,489 Slowly! Slowly! 734 01:21:25,577 --> 01:21:27,123 What time is it? I have to go train. 735 01:21:29,616 --> 01:21:32,254 What happened to the photos that we took in Los Angeles? 736 01:21:33,816 --> 01:21:35,089 Come by my office... 737 01:21:35,535 --> 01:21:37,731 By the way, they make a fuss in South America. 738 01:21:39,216 --> 01:21:42,764 - Have you seen the posters? - No, I haven't seen it yet. 739 01:21:57,853 --> 01:22:00,811 Today was important, but tomorrow will be even more important! 740 01:22:09,692 --> 01:22:12,411 - Who wants to drink tonight? - Good! 741 01:22:17,091 --> 01:22:20,128 - Aren't you going to drink, maricoso? - I have a game tomorrow. 742 01:22:20,651 --> 01:22:22,925 - You're not even going to play! - Screw you! 743 01:22:26,930 --> 01:22:28,602 I know what your game is... 744 01:22:29,491 --> 01:22:31,208 I play with the girls! 745 01:22:37,209 --> 01:22:38,404 Everyone take a bath! 746 01:22:41,849 --> 01:22:43,999 That shower in the corner is mine! Don't occupy it! 747 01:22:45,409 --> 01:22:47,046 Don't drop the soap, sissy! 748 01:22:48,528 --> 01:22:53,078 ANGELS and POSTERS 749 01:23:14,245 --> 01:23:15,598 Shut up, Brody! 750 01:23:24,924 --> 01:23:27,424 Leave it alone, I'll kick it on that skinny ass. 751 01:23:29,244 --> 01:23:32,316 - Who wants pizza? - You can believe it! 752 01:23:34,284 --> 01:23:36,148 Screw the pizza! Let's look for pussy! 753 01:26:38,346 --> 01:26:40,813 - Come here, little mouse! - Come here! 754 01:26:41,905 --> 01:26:44,260 - Kick him! - Come here! 755 01:26:46,665 --> 01:26:48,735 Are you going to train, or are you going to target us? 756 01:26:49,264 --> 01:26:50,743 How are you, Tyler? 757 01:26:51,504 --> 01:26:54,576 - Not today. - "Not today"? What's going on? 758 01:26:54,864 --> 01:26:57,821 Why can't you take it look at us? 759 01:26:58,703 --> 01:27:00,899 Why? Are you a sissy? 760 01:27:07,622 --> 01:27:10,614 Messing with him? Who? 761 01:27:11,263 --> 01:27:13,332 Nobody is messing with him... 762 01:27:15,022 --> 01:27:16,853 And where did they "get themselves"? 763 01:27:17,742 --> 01:27:20,414 They got in here! 764 01:27:21,301 --> 01:27:23,132 Where he likes most! 765 01:27:25,261 --> 01:27:26,774 What's your name? 766 01:27:27,181 --> 01:27:31,571 His name is Rex, or larilas... 767 01:27:32,460 --> 01:27:34,974 - Sometimes we call it... - The Sissy! 768 01:27:37,500 --> 01:27:39,057 All good? I'm Tyler. 769 01:27:40,059 --> 01:27:41,378 What are we going to work on today? 770 01:27:41,820 --> 01:27:44,207 The biceps and triceps, for the ladies! 771 01:27:44,419 --> 01:27:46,011 Girls' muscles! 772 01:27:53,338 --> 01:27:56,157 Shut up! He's a sissy and you have to be aware of that! 773 01:27:56,378 --> 01:28:00,655 Let me tell you, you are the one You look like a sissy in those boots. 774 01:28:01,978 --> 01:28:04,206 - He messed with you! - Don't like these boots? 775 01:28:04,896 --> 01:28:08,606 I think you like it, Do you know why? 776 01:28:10,176 --> 01:28:12,974 - I ride them well! - Son of a bitch! 777 01:28:17,776 --> 01:28:19,174 What do we do tonight? 778 01:28:20,336 --> 01:28:22,724 After that, I'll go to sleep. 779 01:28:23,615 --> 01:28:27,403 Sleep?! Party time! Party time! 780 01:28:27,735 --> 01:28:29,326 My party time It's your sister! 781 01:28:30,014 --> 01:28:34,849 What?! Take it back now! 782 01:28:38,853 --> 01:28:40,252 Don't harm him! 783 01:28:41,813 --> 01:28:43,769 - Everything okay, Tyler? - What did you say?! 784 01:28:45,173 --> 01:28:46,526 Let me sort this out. 785 01:28:47,413 --> 01:28:49,607 - What are you saying?! - Nothing. 786 01:28:50,333 --> 01:28:52,641 Do you remember me? I just came to say hello. 787 01:28:53,132 --> 01:28:56,363 - I know Taylor. - His name isn't Taylor, maricoso! 788 01:28:57,172 --> 01:28:59,809 - Nobody says "hello" to you. - We don't want you to say "hello" to us! 789 01:29:00,371 --> 01:29:03,807 I can't come in here anymore? Can't stand a joke? 790 01:29:04,131 --> 01:29:08,010 We don't want sissies here! There is Too many sissies at this university! 791 01:29:08,450 --> 01:29:16,209 Take your sissy pride, on your yellow ribbon and get going! 792 01:29:16,650 --> 01:29:19,561 Get moving out of here, sissy! 793 01:29:21,169 --> 01:29:23,399 - Go clean up! - Get out of here! 794 01:29:33,768 --> 01:29:36,601 - Tyler, what's your problem? - Nothing... it was tense! 795 01:29:37,368 --> 01:29:41,724 - Tense?! Are you defending him?! - No! Leave me... 796 01:29:43,527 --> 01:29:46,121 - Are you hiding something? - Screw you! 797 01:29:46,967 --> 01:29:48,923 Are you hiding something? 798 01:29:49,527 --> 01:29:51,438 Come, leave him there. 799 01:30:34,842 --> 01:30:37,481 - Do you really want it? - Yes. 800 01:30:39,121 --> 01:30:41,919 - Are you sure? - Yes, okay. 801 01:30:49,960 --> 01:30:54,238 - Do you feel well? - Yes I am well. 802 01:31:18,477 --> 01:31:23,392 Hello everyone! I am Jeremiah and today, I will reveal myself. 803 01:31:24,237 --> 01:31:25,750 You're such a liar! 804 01:31:30,236 --> 01:31:31,956 Yeah... but I've been walking hidden for too long. 805 01:31:32,156 --> 01:31:35,944 We have beautiful pride ribbons which I will distribute later, 806 01:31:36,715 --> 01:31:39,593 for everyone to demonstrate your support. 807 01:31:39,836 --> 01:31:43,350 And I also have pamphlets explanatory, 808 01:31:43,595 --> 01:31:47,064 for those who want to show To families, to loved ones, 809 01:31:47,275 --> 01:31:50,267 and to friends, What is it to be homosexual? 810 01:31:51,434 --> 01:31:57,464 You will definitely think that This information is very useful. 811 01:31:58,274 --> 01:32:01,151 Next, let's hear from Lisa. 812 01:32:03,073 --> 01:32:07,624 Hello. This poem is called "Shadows Pelo Meio", or "Sem Titulo". 813 01:33:16,426 --> 01:33:18,144 Who's the sissy now?! 814 01:33:29,944 --> 01:33:31,377 It's your mother's health! 815 01:35:17,414 --> 01:35:20,053 - Get out of here! - Sorry... 816 01:35:40,652 --> 01:35:43,484 Hello, dear. Don't we know each other? 817 01:35:44,612 --> 01:35:46,966 Slower. Come here! 818 01:36:09,529 --> 01:36:10,529 Bitch! 819 01:36:17,128 --> 01:36:18,766 I'm talking to you, bitch! 820 01:36:34,486 --> 01:36:36,078 Do you want to dance? 821 01:36:39,486 --> 01:36:41,397 Want to dance with a white guy? 822 01:36:42,286 --> 01:36:43,321 What are you doing?! 823 01:36:55,284 --> 01:36:56,478 Shut up, Tyler! 824 01:38:26,915 --> 01:38:32,068 Half past two in the morning. Agreement in the parking lot. 825 01:38:33,914 --> 01:38:35,745 I open my eyes to loneliness. 826 01:38:36,994 --> 01:38:38,347 I must have passed out. 827 01:38:40,234 --> 01:38:43,828 Advance stumbling until to my room, to my mirror, 828 01:38:46,434 --> 01:38:47,946 and look at me... 829 01:38:49,873 --> 01:38:54,582 black, wife and Adinah. 830 01:38:57,312 --> 01:39:02,261 Just me on the other side of me, looking at me. 831 01:39:05,672 --> 01:39:06,990 And I laugh. 832 01:39:09,191 --> 01:39:12,466 Rio loud and hysteria. 833 01:39:13,671 --> 01:39:15,946 I laugh a lot and with pleasure. 834 01:39:17,110 --> 01:39:20,989 I have pain in my face, laughing so much. 835 01:39:21,229 --> 01:39:23,697 My body shakes at the sound. 836 01:39:24,269 --> 01:39:27,739 River, despite the twists and turns of pain in the bowels, 837 01:39:29,029 --> 01:39:32,738 despite the sperm dripping out because of these shifts. 838 01:39:35,828 --> 01:39:39,503 I laugh sincerely and with simplicity, 839 01:39:41,748 --> 01:39:45,024 because it's something that never I had seen my image made. 840 01:39:59,146 --> 01:40:02,024 Lights! Lights! 841 01:40:05,266 --> 01:40:07,655 I think it was good, but... 842 01:40:08,345 --> 01:40:09,983 It would be better if you had really laughed. 843 01:40:18,384 --> 01:40:21,581 - Do you want anything? - Sorry. 844 01:40:25,424 --> 01:40:27,892 As I was saying... you are laughing. 845 01:40:28,143 --> 01:40:31,021 You're looking at yourself in the mirror and you laugh, 846 01:40:32,463 --> 01:40:36,614 so we don't create this feeling of victimization. 847 01:40:36,862 --> 01:40:42,858 She is not a victim. Overcame that. You will gain strength. 848 01:40:43,061 --> 01:40:47,020 It's not about of a victimized black woman. 849 01:40:48,461 --> 01:40:50,611 But it was fine. Seriously! 850 01:40:51,821 --> 01:40:53,333 Lights! 851 01:41:20,178 --> 01:41:22,134 Spectacular! 852 01:41:27,297 --> 01:41:29,333 Welcome to the world of real men! 853 01:41:35,776 --> 01:41:38,371 What it was? What happened? 854 01:41:41,536 --> 01:41:44,767 - Do you feel bad? - It will pass... 855 01:41:45,975 --> 01:41:50,491 - Let's take you home. - I hope he's better. 856 01:41:57,254 --> 01:41:59,893 What happened? Let's go. 857 01:42:00,454 --> 01:42:02,490 Don't you understand? We make him hammer! 858 01:42:03,134 --> 01:42:05,693 It's over! 859 01:42:14,773 --> 01:42:21,883 In the shadows Of my silences 860 01:42:25,571 --> 01:42:32,522 I keep it a secret What I feel 861 01:42:35,890 --> 01:42:42,602 My joys And my pains 862 01:42:45,930 --> 01:42:52,721 Empty nights And my fears 863 01:42:56,088 --> 01:43:03,642 I guard the angel Who once loved me 864 01:43:05,887 --> 01:43:14,282 Not forgetting That one day you lied to me 865 01:43:35,165 --> 01:43:41,512 I keep my dreams From teenager 866 01:43:44,724 --> 01:43:51,037 Shattered In front of everyone 867 01:43:54,202 --> 01:44:00,641 And although it sails Early in the morning 868 01:44:04,001 --> 01:44:10,395 In the middle of tornadoes And icy waters 869 01:44:13,681 --> 01:44:20,871 I have the strength From your eyes 870 01:44:23,480 --> 01:44:31,909 Once again, I am one And once again, I am nothing.